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Sam van Zweden

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May 2010

Library Greed

I’m quite a fan of libraries. Especially since the Kew library is only a ten minute walk away. Even on wet and cold days, I can make that trek relatively unscathed and unsweaty. Libraries are warm and wholesome places – good for the soul.

However, a strange sort of greed overcomes me at the library.

Yesterday I went in to pick up a book I’d had a reservation on (Lark and Termite by Jane Anne Phillips), and to print some school work.

“Ten minutes,” thought I, “and I’ll be out of here.”

I picked up my reservation. I printed my work.

Then I thought I’d check for any books relevant to my current school work. I came out with Borges: A Life by Edwin Williamson, and Borges on Writing by Giovanni, Halpern & MacShane (eds). While one of these books might be handy, there is no reasonable way that I will get all my school reading done plus a biography, plus a collection of short stories, plus a book of interviews, plus some fiction book I picked up last week…all in the next three-ish weeks before the due date.

Libraries do this to me though. I get in there and the fever overcomes me. I see a book and panic that it won’t be there when I come back… This is ridiculous of course; it’s a library, the books will always come back and I’ll get a chance to read it when I actually do have time.

It’s almost like an ownership thing, only I’m well aware that borrowing a book doesn’t constitute ownership. Perhaps it’s my reading anxiety at work again, trying to get as much in as possible, even if it’s an unreasonable amount.

My library isn’t helpful in this matter either. They have lovely displays of “featured books”; themes and new acquisitions which take on a certain importance and urgency. I tried taking a smaller bag yesterday, but my library even provides free bags… I’m running out of ideas. Reason simply doesn’t suffice. My library-mind is a reasonless grab frenzy.

Is anyone else out there suffering from this curse?

Teaser Tuesday

Teaser Tuesday is hosted by MizB at Should Be Reading.

  • Grab your current read.
  • Let the book fall open to a random page.
  • Share with us two (2) “teaser” sentences from that page.
  •  You also need to share the title of the book that you’re getting your “teaser” from … that way people can have some great book recommendations if they like the teaser you’ve given!

“He did not want to compose another Quixote – which is easy – but the Quixote itself. Needless to say, he never contemplated a mechanical transcription of the original; he did not propose to copy it.”

-From “Pierre Menard, Author of the Quixote” in Jorge Luis Borges’ Labyrinths

Themes, They Are A-Changin’!

Today you clicked that Twitter or Facebook link here, and all of a sudden you were somewhere unfamiliar, right?

“What the hell is this?!” you said.

“White background?! Drop down menus?! This is not that same blog that reeks of default that I know and love!”

…Suck it up. You’ll learn to know and love this one. I promise.

I got sick of the oh-so-default theme I had, there was something disgustingly kitsch about it. And entirely not customisable; Thanks WordPress!

So now we have something which navigates much more nicely, is much easier on the eye than the old theme, and which I feel can be taken more seriously.

In the coming weeks (…months? Year?) the default banner will be changed to something personalised and swish. Just you wait ‘n’ see!

Virgule

Have you heard about Virgule?

Virgule is the Voiceworks blog, which has been up and running for about a month now. At this stage, Virgule is penned (…keyed?) by members of the Voiceworks team, but I believe in future they’ll be looking for guest bloggers to help with content. Having said that, there’s no shortage of brilliance up there at the moment.

There’s a pretty steady stream of material going up, all of it worth a read. Earlier this week Sam Cooney made a post about his favourite opening lines. Quite an entertaining read, and one that really made me consider the importance of my own first lines. It’s strange, I can really appreciate a great first line from someone else but I never really think about making my own first lines jump off the page. EdComm members regularly post about something interesting like this.

Virgule also helps writers keep abreast of what’s coming up, not just at Voiceworks (who are currently looking for EdComm members), but also other opportunities out there in the big wide world of Melbourne publishing.

Perhaps the most helpful posts that have been going up though, are the Friday Writing Exercise posts. The exercises are open enough to have fun, but provide some ideas for more structured writing, and help develop the skill of writing to a theme, which is an important part of competitions and publication.

So add Virgule to your Google Reader, keep up to date with what’s going on at Voiceworks and partake in some of their conveniently digestible posts in your lunchtime!

Chuck Ragan Revival Tour, 30th April 2010.

It’s a bit late, I know. But I went to a really amazing gig last weekend and I wanted to write about it, it inspired me to create.

At the start of the show there’s the usual short-person-clamber to higher ground. It’s busy, but there’s room on the steps up the back, which is unusual for The Corner. There are hazards at the back of the room though, there’s a price I pay for being short and wanting to see over people’s heads and shoulders. The back is full of short people, sure, but also full of wankers. On one side are people who are talking about Facebook and what one girl said to her boyfriend via it. The other side harbours people who shout towards the stage too loudly between songs but as soon as the music starts they talk amongst themselves and pay no attention to the musical mastery that’s going on in front of them.

Chuck Ragan’s music has a message. He’s a story teller, he’s a poet. He writes love stories to people he knows. He thanks his mum. He has an unbelievable amount of co-ordination, playing guitar and harmonica and singing.

It’s a strange place, this gig. It’s acoustic music, but the lineup is all people who previously played in punk or hardcore bands.

There’s punk finger-pointers at this gig. They point their hands at the men with their acoustic guitars. The people up the front who scream lyrics through their sweat and point their fingers to the rafters in time with the good bits. Up the back too, tonight, there’s a man with up-the-front hands. He holds his arms with palms face-out, pushing the air like at a real Southern revival.

Jon Gaunt is much hairier than I ever expected. He’s such a beautiful strings player that I pictured someone with delicate hands and a clean shave. But no, not Jon Gaunt. He looks like Grug with a trucker cap, you can’t see his eyes and hair has taken over his whole head… but his strings! Oh, they sing!

One guy keeps jumping up on stage and leaping into the crowd. The music is not low-key, but it’s certainly not what most people would stage dive to. But here, they do. He does.

Chuck Ragan does a Bob Dylan cover, and there’s the punk finger-pointing for that too.

There are no set breaks – this is the most democratic stage I’ve ever seen. It’s a group of men and their strings and harps making joyous heartfelt music together. There’s no hierarchy. Someone plays a song, and another wanders on and joins in. People meander on, shuffle off. The fancy takes Chuck while Frank Turner plays, he comes on and sings along, you can tell the man’s having fun. We all are.

When I go to the ladies’ there’s that bloody woman looking at me sadly from the back of the toilet door, reminding me that “anxiety is paralysing…”. She always pops up when I’m feeling great, just to remind me that it’s just a matter of time, just wait…
Here, though, someone has written “LOVE” on her arm. “TWLOHA” under the ad. And that’s what this gig feels like. A bit room-hug.
“It’ll be okay,” the room says, “We’re all singing the same song! Very loudly!”

Slamming into Wordsmith-ry

I’ve been loving slam poetry lately.

Emilie Zoey Baker guest-lectured at uni, and her performances made me laugh, giggles wrapped up in pretty images, musical words, gestures and rhythm.

I discovered Marc Bamuthi Joseph in an essay he wrote about the need to lay claim to words. His performances are physical poetry, “poetry in motion”, as he puts it.

Then a few days ago I found Shane Koyczan. Ohhh I sit there and close my eyes and shake my head. He delivers it all so beautifully, and just when it gets so lovely and heavy it feels like it’ll break, he chucks in some hilariously true thing that has to be laughed at.

Tomorrow, along fellow RMIT-ians, we’re gathering to bury ourselves in some slam. And while watching a lot of the work of the above people I’ve wondered a little what it is that I want my work to offer.

I’ve got rhythm. I don’t rhyme though… but neither does a lot of Marc Bamuthi Joseph’s work. And why am I trying to copy someone else’s work anyway?

I’ve got pretty images and a story… There’s just so many decisions to be made, and the thought of delivering it to an audience of my peers is absolutely terrifying.

But imagine if it goes well. Imagine if I work and work and end up with the ability to perform as beautifully as Marc Bamuthi Joseph or Shane Koyczan?

Yeah. Imagine that.

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